Someone gave you something that you have wanted for a long time, a Ferrari! The instruction manual is in Italian, a language different from yours. However, you can go to the manufacturer's website to download instructions in your preferred language.
Will you insist on reading the instructions that came with the equipment or will you search for and download the translation of the instructions, so that you can understand the instructions?
So why do you insist on reading the Quran in Arabic, when you do not understand the Arabic language?
You are only deceiving yourself. If you try to drive that Ferrari without reading the manual in a language that you understand, the probability that you will get into an accident is very high. You can die and even kill other people...
If you do not read the guidance that God has sent down to you in a language that you understand, what do you think will happen to the probability that you will go to Heaven? Will it be lower or higher?
You have no excuse.
If you truly want to know God, you have to read the books He has revealed. Translations of the Quran are available in English, Hausa, Ibo, Yoruba and many other languages. Start reading and stay focused till you finish reading it.
Remember that God can see you, He knows your thoughts. You can deceive yourself but you cannot deceive your creator.
